Saturday, January 07, 2006

brendan benson... i like him...

a friend of mine got me into this guy breandan benson, i really like his music... and then a nother friend of mine brendan had a wholebunch of great music video's on his blog and this was there in the list so yah... hope you like it as much as i do


http://waverlyfilms.com/bensonltrbx.html

Friday, January 06, 2006

my own little heaven

as you all might know my brother has moved out of the house....and with his departure he has left behind an empty room in our house... and i am thinking... its time to mobilize and attack... as in just move on in to it with all my stuff and take over... it would be a perfect place to create studio... i could just sorta move my interior design school stuff, my art stuff (the whole crap load of it), and my sewing stuff, my silk screaner and everthing all my fabric and what ever else i have... it could be my creative center... the thing i've lacked for so long... a room where i can go and project it all... a place to spread out and just work and not have to worry about who's way im in... i am sooo increadibly excited... i mean it sucks that josh moved out... but i have a work space now... im so stoked... i wont have to clean the kitchen table and clear the basment reck room evertime people are over i will just simply have to shut the door... so great... anyways... im going to go start transfering... yeay!!!!

oh by the way to anyone who paints michals has 16''x20'' canivases for like... $3.99 (they arent amazing or anything but hey they're cheap)

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

A Couple with Their Heads Full of Clouds, 1936
- oil on wood - - man - 92.5 x 69.5 cm, woman - 82.5 x 62.5 cm -
- Museum Boymans-van Beuningen, Rotterdam -


okay... so... here is im question... im going to need some feed back on this... would you say that prolongs knee contact under a table is flirtatious...? or putting your hand on someones leg while talking... especially if that person squeezes thigh in the process... becuase i think it is and i would like to know if i am fairly assesing actions i think could just be miss read... but more or less not... eeek... this is wierd...

Sunday, January 01, 2006

i hate winter


have you ever noticed how much winter in alberta sucks... its like this evil force that kills everything good in you... i dont know what it is... the biting cold that seeps into your bones and makes your heart feel like its already dead or something more than that... winter is so alone you know? i just always feel like its here consuming me trying to steal my life so early, too early i dont want to give in to its evil pulling at my soul... its longing to take and take and take till there is nothing left... give me the sun and the heat that brings us happy memories and upbeat songs, laughter and time to be together... the dark of winter gets me too... the constant state of being surounded be darkness bleads me... it feels like nights last forever nights of cold emptyness and being alone... i hate winter... with its clocks that stop ticking and its sun that never rises... i hate it with its snowy blusters and its detached numbness eating life, eating passion, eating ambition, winter is my dreaded nemesis. let january febuary march april may melt into the spring so that i can feel again, so that there is sun and love and people to see, so that there are nights that bend with mornings so that there are warm breazes that compliment warm glances and summer smells of grass and smoke, not the cold frozen scent of nothing hanging in the air... the world is dead in winter and with its death it takes something in me too...