i drew this picture last night its called the dead birds... i dont really know why i drew it... but i like it i guess... okay i have started a new persute of simple decadence... i read an article a while ago about how when you have everything nothing seems decadent or indugent anymore... and i was like... wow thats so true... weird right? well i mean like... when you can have like fancy stuff anytime you want its not that fancy anymore... and there are really simple things that are so rich... its like the french... they live every day with some decadence aparently... well thats they way they do it in movies... i dont really know anyone from fance... sooo it would be news to me to find out other wise... but like... i think that people would be more happy if they like took some time to do something decadent or indulgent during the day... when they are pissed off... or when they are like sad... or stressed... or just bored... we should enjoy ourselfs more... like for me taking time to actually sketch lately becuase of lack of time is indugent... it made me feel good to stay up late and actuallly sketch instead of going to bed on time... i had my yummy tea and my sketch book and i just enjoyed myself... i loved it... well not in the morining when i couldnt sleep in and stay home from work... but still ha ha ha it was good while it was here and i needed it... so yah... dont neglect yourselfs.... go do something that is indugent... and feel good...

so... i just started this thing today thats kinda neet... i dont know what i will wright about probably dumb random things that dont matter anyways... like the fact that people shouldnt wear sweat pants with elastic sewn into the ankles... they are grose... they make me want to cry. i guess this is the start of more unsubtantial babbling for me... oh no...