i saw a sign in the sky, i heard a voice in my heart.

No this is not about my and Austin so get over it. I am allowed to make poems about fictional people that’s what people who write poems do... and yes you will make comments still... but that doesn’t mean their right or valid.

Zan

mortality taunts me,
dreams dirty treacherous
things, traversing mind scape,
last night I cheated on you,
my deceitful heart, whispered
in his ear, coy and determined I
spoke so smooth,
then slipped into his kisses,
made a pact and parted ways,
sworn an oath of deception,
robbed of chance to meet again,
called to reality alarm
rang out scorn,
seeking comfort from warm spray,
though of him again,
writhing in the steam,
he slips hands on cream flesh,
condensation and images accumulate,
coming, coming down now
sinking again guilt,
drying, I seek solace
still lover cannot know,
I will keep both in the dark,
I will keep both

By Vanessa Toews

this is me as an animated figure... hmmm what do you think?

okay sooo i made this when i was talking on the phone with austin its suposed to be me... but i have an eating disorder in this rendering of me ha ha ha and they didnt quite have my hair... oh well what can you do right? but i would do something like dance witha boom box while weairng a dress and tights we all know i would and at least its my updated hair colour! anyways this post is a discrace to blogging it really is... but im really tired and this is all i got... sorry