if you never read anything on my blog again... just please fucking read this...

life's fucking weird... did i ever mention that? like for example : a few days ago there was a woman walking drunk and bare foot through my backyard feild... she lives down town edmonton... how did she get in the sherwood park country side? sadly becuase she's a prostitute who got dumped off there... through the weeds and knee high thistle bushes she stumbled... when earlier confronted by my neighbor who was comming home after dropping off her kids at school... the woman tryed to get into her car... telling her that she needed to get to a womans shelter down town and that she had gone to a party with a man who took her here promising a party with some free boose and stuff... and then when she was drunk he tryed to rape her... and when she fought him he had told her he was going to kill her... luckly she had escaped but she had been wandering around in a drunken stupor and lost till morning... and she still was... she was crying saying no no dont call the police they will take my kids away if they find out... please please... dont tell the police... so she is now walking in the feild towards the stream in the back of our property and my dad is wondering what he should do for fear in her drunkeness she fell into the deep rushing stream and couldnt find her way out... because... she was that intoxicated... and Dana our neighbor comes over and is like... i know she was all dont call the cops and stuff, but i have no choice... i dont know who else to call... even if i call a shelter she may never tell the cops about this ... so the cops came and took her away but its been in my mind since then... and just how sad it is... how sad it truely is... that anyone would fall so far and feel so worthless that they would get in a truck with a stanger just for booze... or for a hit... i walk through life trying to feel good trying to feel like the world is so beautiful and wonderful and then sometimes things happen and i wonder where all our ideals are when we go into the places we try to hide... the places we like to think dont exist... places were woman will sell their souls for a fix... places where men will prey on those woman and rape them and even try to kill them becuase they are weak and defencless... i dont know if you know anything about the situation here in edmonton...(my b.c. friends probably wouldnt... for you guys... its more or less a picton case but here in edmonton... and with out the pig farm... but like yeah its not a good scene... over 20 something downtown prostitues and or women with "highrisk lifestyles" have been found dead and a few have been found just kilometers from where i live... which makes it even more scarry and real... i dont know what to say about it you know? where are we suposed to be in life? are we suposed to take action and fix these things or are we suposed to just keep going through life with out thinking about things like this untill they are in our backyards litterally... i dont know... but i do know that i wont ignore it again thats for sure...