Thursday, March 08, 2007

and that is what magic is all about...

Ode to a Nightingale

MY heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains
My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,
Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains
One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk:
’Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,
But being too happy in thine happiness,-
That thou, light-winged Dryad of the trees,
In some melodious plot
Of beechen green, and shadows numberless,
Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

II.

O, for a draught of vintage! that hath been
Cool’d a long age in the deep-delved earth,
Tasting of Flora and the country green,
Dance, and Provencal song, and sunburnt mirth!
O for a beaker full of the warm South,
Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene,
With beaded bubbles winking at the brim,
And purple-stained mouth;
That I might drink, and leave the world unseen,
And with thee fade away into the forest dim:

III.

Fade far away, dissolve, and quite forget
What thou among the leaves hast never known,
The weariness, the fever, and the fret
Here, where men sit and hear each other groan;
Where palsy shakes a few, sad, last gray hairs,
Where youth grows pale, and spectre-thin, and dies;
Where but to think is to be full of sorrow
And leaden-eyed despairs,
Where Beauty cannot keep her lustrous eyes,
Or new Love pine at them beyond to-morrow.

IV.

Away! away! for I will fly to thee,
Not charioted by Bacchus and his pards,
But on the viewless wings of Poesy,
Though the dull brain perplexes and retards:
Already with thee! tender is the night,
And haply the Queen-Moon is on her throne,
Cluster’d around by all her starry Fays;
But here there is no light,
Save what from heaven is with the breezes blown
Through verdurous glooms and winding mossy ways.

V.

I cannot see what flowers are at my feet,
Nor what soft incense hangs upon the boughs,
But, in embalmed darkness, guess each sweet
Wherewith the seasonable month endows
The grass, the thicket, and the fruit-tree wild;
White hawthorn, and the pastoral eglantine;
Fast fading violets cover’d up in leaves;
And mid-May’s eldest child,
The coming musk-rose, full of dewy wine,
The murmurous haunt of flies on summer eves.

VI.

Darkling I listen; and, for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful Death,
Call’d him soft names in many a mused rhyme,
To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight with no pain,
While thou art pouring forth thy soul abroad
In such an ecstasy!
Still wouldst thou sing, and I have ears in vain -
To thy high requiem become a sod.

VII.

Thou wast not born for death, immortal Bird!
No hungry generations tread thee down;
The voice I hear this passing night was heard
In ancient days by emperor and clown:
Perhaps the self-same song that found a path
Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home,
She stood in tears amid the alien corn;
The same that oft-times hath
Charm’d magic casements, opening on the foam
Of perilous seas, in faery lands forlorn.

VIII.

Forlorn! the very word is like a bell
To toil me back from thee to my sole self!
Adieu! the fancy cannot cheat so well
As she is fam’d to do, deceiving elf.
Adieu! adieu! thy plaintive anthem fades
Past the near meadows, over the still stream,
Up the hill-side; and now ’tis buried deep
In the next valley-glades:
Was it a vision, or a waking dream?
Fled is that music: - Do I wake or sleep?

-John Keats


yeah... basicly these are words, that when felt and relished with savoring mind, make love to your ears... yup thats is what i would have to say about that.

take it form the eastside to the west... to the quilters quild???

i've been a little to lazy to blog lately but here we are again and here i go talking about more lame crap you dont need to read really... anywho i will try to keep this interesting if at all possible. i am working on a new project, doing a condo just a few blocks from work here... its really great its got a veiw of the river and the ledge grouds. im re-doing her kitchen and her colours so that will be fun. im working on some art which probably wont really make much of a splash, i found my project for the summer though. it is: Learning to quilt ha ha ha... go figure hey? it started after i saw some AMAZING quilts that inspired sooo much, they are by the artist Ai Kijima. hats off to her!! anywho this is the art/quiting that inspired me to take it up... i think they are a breath takeing riot of pop culture and childhood memories and great colours, that come out alot more dark and brooding that one might expect am i not right?






i think if quilting was as easy as knitting it would totaly be soo scene to make quits all the sudden ha ha ha... but who wants to make a quit when you can make a scarf for your boyfriend(sarcasm)...Oh! they were selling knitting kits at urban outfiters it made me mad becuase i've been knitting since grade 8 with my friends, i even tought my brother! we all had shirts that said knit or die with a skull and knitting neadles for cross bones... we were soo hard core... us little knitter punks! so yeah basicly life is good i'm going to jasper in 8 days wooo whoooo for snowboarding finally! thanks for reading this crap hope you feel inspired to be creative like i was when i saw those quilts. and dont forget folks... KNIT OR DIE!

Monday, March 05, 2007

new art

check it out i got a new frame that works really really well for a drawing i did a while back... i think its cute it gives it a really interesting feel... im going to work on another one when i have some time... its going to be a drawing of a girl in sorta a maddona pose not like the singer... like the virgin marry ha ha ha, with some birds and some ribbons sorta like tatoo artish who knows i hope it will turn out okay we'll see... i might go get a few more of those frames though... even though they were like $40... which equals me spending too much money on a picture frame i think... anywho... hope you like them...