Sunday, February 10, 2008

im getting new glasses... 2 pairs... both marc jacobs... one for being artsy and the other for being ultra smart!!! these are them... since no one checks this it doesn't matter anyways... but yeah these are they!

Friday, February 01, 2008

Some New News!

All Right!!!

So, its been quite a while since my last post i feel a little silly for letting it go so long im sure no one will even read this thing anymore, they just wont expect anything from it... we shall see.

Anyways, where do i even begin? Its been a little over half a year of fine arts since i talked last... and what has happened? lots of growing up, a secret lover, painting, parties, pubs, bands, friends... i guess thats really it... lots of things have happened to me really...
So now i am starting this up again as the secret lover was well... obviously a secret. How could i write about it and spoil the whole thing??? its done now though. You know... I might start with the future as i don't want to rehash the past just right now. I plan on going to Turkey in the summer, tickets and travel have been arranged i am going on a tour of the ancient cities of revelations as well as just chilling a few days in Istanbul to see the blue mosque and the Hagia Sophia, oh also im going to the ruins of troy which will be amazing beyond words! its going to be quite wonderful, you see im going with a group of old people and scholarly types and as i hear it there are only perhaps 3 others in my age range on the trip

Anyways i got the latest issue of W magazine and it featured Keira Knightly and James Mcavoy, both are in the new movie atonement, good movie, great book as usual... i really really like Ian McEwan hes a great writer if you haven't read any of his work i highly highly recomend it! SO to my point about that little spin off... i got the magazine and i was in the car waiting for my mum to finish her banking, and there are some sinfully good photos of james mcavoy, and i was daydreaming about my trip, and i got to thinking about how delicious it would be to end up on the trip with someone as dreamy and delectable as he is, to find ourselfs the only two close in age and, find ourselfs out of lack of anyone else to talk to friends. we should then talk of all the most wonderful things like art and architecture and books and music and find ourselves inexplicably and
un-ignorably compelled to fall in love over the course of our whorl wind tour of turkey. Just think of it... all the sensual settings, exotic architecture, spices and heat filling the air, the rich sounds of the bustling istanbul streets, the quite desert nights perfect for country side for walks and long engulfing conversations, or long passionate embrace... ouh la la i could become enraptured just thinking about it...i have a much better imagination than life let me tell you ha ha ha... cant you see it? Oh it would be so grand, perhaps he is a med student, a writer (a poet of course), a young architect, something marvelous of course... and me the youthful artist. i wish that i could just make up real life it would be so grand.

Oh by the way i added an art blog and i am going to try my very very hardest to keep it alive and updated... i just finished a wood sculpture/ installation project so i will put some photos of that up and keep you posted on all the progress.

kisses to all, i hope you enjoy this little tidbit of news i tryed to make it interesting with out giving too much... hopefully that worked.

-Miss V.

Friday, July 27, 2007

oh wow i havent posted in SO long... oh well... im leting this thing die slowly which is sad... but not... we'll see

Monday, June 11, 2007

soooo awsome i love it!




guess what i am going to change my room its official i decided today... sofar the idea is paint it hot pink or black with hotpink and black vintage style wallpaper sorta like the pattern on my lampshade... but the wall paper will be in like boxes on the wall behind my bed with moulding around it like in a parisian castle... ouh la la il est magnifique! it will be like... if andy warhol and marie antoinette got together for some tea and acid and then decorated my room... oouuhhh im sooo excited ha ha ha

a little of my instperations:



Thursday, May 31, 2007





these are the photos im including in my portfolio for fine arts... tell me if you like them... or dont... either way...

Sunday, May 27, 2007

for oh my God it found out me... amazing love how can it be...

i rember once someone inconsiderately saying... no one wants to hear the words Cancer... its a death sentince... he didnt know that my father had that word in his body at that very moment... almost 3 years since then and luckly there things were looking all clear... that is untill my dad announced today that he found a new lump... not to say it is cancer... just saying its a lump... but thats scarry as hell no matter what... espcially beucase its a lump found in the same region as the previous cancer... i dont want to beilve that its cancer no one does... i just want to try to get it out there and be a little less afraid becuase i was soo strong last time and i know that i cant be thats strong this time... if i have to go through the same thing that is... truth is... i havent been feeling 100% for a while now... i think that being the "strong one" for most of my life has left me weak and tired. i actually stared at my wrists last night for a long time... just looking at my veins watching my life go by... wondering what was next... im so weary of it all. i dont need your sympathy but if you could find it in you to pray please do... good night.

Saturday, May 19, 2007

So these are my new shoes... yeah i thought kara would like these if she reads this... i got some cute nike hightops, and STELLA MCCARTNY adidas shoes... oh my goodness... i know im being superficial and lame... BUT this is one time i am able to forgive mysefl! i kept it in an okay price range but still not a price range my mother would understand he he he... anyways i hope i enjoy wearing them as much as i enjoy just sitting here looking at them... i have both pairs on my lap as i type this... holding them like small small rubber and leather children... its like keira and her keds... except not... oh yeah there were some cute michal kors ones i totaly almost bought and and and some cute keds which i also wanted to buy but these two made the short list... aka the comming home with me list... i would have bought the michal kors ones but i wanted them in black... which they didnt have in my size :(
oh well... love you and my new shoes... dont worry i still love you more :) love vann

the sneaker cult kicks
the McCartneys