Thursday, March 15, 2007

and the sky streches deep will we rest our heads to slumber?

allas i find myself always waiting for something more... what is it that i am looking for? what is it that i need? i dont know why i let it bother me... i need to know what it is i want to prove to the world, what it is i need to prove to myself. why when i have os much do i feel like i need soo much more... i need contentment. i need peace in my places. i need to seek what out what God has for me. i need to find out what he is asking me to do. he blesses me daily with so much and i need to know what it is i am suposed to give back to him. i dont know this is all just me thinking outloud... im sorry. have a good night. love vanessa...

2 Comments:

Blogger westmaple said...

Perhaps you fill feel contentment once you're finished school?

Sometimes it's hard to not feel stuck in neutral when there are steps along the path that must be reached before a new phase can begin (even if you don't know what it will be).

Usually fate will find you when you least expect it. Seeking it out doesn't usually work out too well. Hm... maybe that's why there's that saying, 'All good things happen to those who wait.'

Anyway, hang in there, Vanessa!

11:27 p.m.  
Blogger good girls finish first said...

thanks... i understand and its true really i think im more at a place where im like i can help people wherever i am, it doesnt matter when or how its a matter of doing it... and i just want to find a place where i feel like im contributing to the betterment of others...

1:40 a.m.  

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